how many of these are genuine (every single one) and how many are just jokes (likewise) is up to the reader. death of the author; my initial intent is not important and only what is conveyed here matters, right?

the feeling of cold loneliness that comes from: being outside in the dark while houses have their lights on; being on a bus or train while the lights are on at night, being unable to see outside the window; the shade of blue the world gets at late-twilight; logging on to ffxiv at an hour when it's basically empty, and seeing that there's only one or two parties in the pf

when i put a book down, i just close it. no bookmarks, no memorising page number; i just leaf through and remember where i was up to by both general location in book and last event that happened

i star every single "you got kudos" email i get. i love you all

i always have to keep a window open. i don't care if it's midsummer, midwinter, midnight

i don't really use a pillow when i sleep. i don't own a pillow anyway, so on nights i want neck support i gotta improvise

some of these are taken, some repurposed, and some (most) i made up myself

//ac:nh hair and eyes: bedhead, and one of the few who genuinely likes

//matsu brother: red

//dinosaur: long neck

//string on the violin: g and then d

//time signature: 3/4

//tea: rooibos

//coffee: mocha

//minecraft biome: mangrove; was extremehills

//minecraft block: chiselled bookshelf

//minecraft enchantment: luck of the sea. i love gacha i love gambling

//class archetype in games: either debuff/buff classes, or ones where it's "take damage to deal damage"

//which of the 3 m's are you: either mansplain or manipulate. maybe both at once if you're unlucky

//which of the 3 g's are you: toss-up between gaslight and gatekeep

//which of the 3 r's are you: reuse

//what season do you start with when listing them: spring. most common way, i guess, but i've heard some real interesting season-listing in my time

//gold or silver jewellery: stainless fuckin steel babey!! (or titanium, if i'm feeling a little irresponsible with money that day)

//theme/motif: eyes, fire, comparisons to a dog

//favourite plant: nuclear power

//second-favourite plant: bonsai trees that make normal-sized fruit so it looks like a big-boot-drip meme edit

//onigiri flavour: 和風シーチキンマヨネーズ

//what household cleaning product would you be: vinegar (isn't the king in any area, but generally can do it all. not even designed for cleaning, but can be applied to the task just fine. give me vegetables and i will pickle the hell out of them)

//ideal role in a group: second-in-command to someone who i respect 😌 (< delusional, has happened maybe once)

//most common role in a group: the person who sits quietly, nodding along, for all of approximately five minutes, until the sluggish progress and inefficiency starts getting to them, thereby making them speak up and take charge, thereby making them the group leader by default. i don't like leading. let me out.