another common gradusy w. the chorus goes really hard, emotions-wise. i can't exactly place the specific meaning of this song and all of the words symbolism-wise, but the vibe i get is "wanting to do something but feeling listless, yet fighting that feeling" (as is actually pretty common for gradusy's songs, which someone like me enjoys very much :) ). the references to mundane tasks, and then the chorus basically saying "you can't do anything more than this (sitting at home, wasting away), forget it" and then the chorus also fighting back and saying "but i need to swim, i need to start swimming, etc etc etc"...i enjoy.